Tough day

Now is 11.30pm... You sleep already? my dear...
Miss you badly, but i can't tell you..
Can't even call you...
Dear T_T

Think so much things today...
flash back my memory to the first time we met, first time we quarrel and every exhortation u gv me..
Ya, when i look back our conversation in gmail...
when my memory flash back to every moment we are been together...

I want to say:
Thanks God to gift me a man who love me so much...
But your love is in another way,
which may hard for people to understand and discover~
But yes! deep in your heart you is loving me so much...
right?

Although we always quarrel,
although everytime I don't listen to your advice
although i bring a lot of troublesome to you
although i always get scolded and ignoring from you
but dear,i still love you...
No matter anythings happen, i will always love you,waiting for you and beside you...
I need you, so please, don't go away from me...
ky~